Wednesday, November 30, 2005

brain melting...

college is eating my gray matter. I canna handle researxch papers, and professors, and college! I just can't deal. I wish I could stay in bed forever, and only get up when I felt like it.


oh lordy lordy lordy.


Sean and I just had a rather volatile msn conversation. he wants all his stuff back. And by all his stuff I mean every photo we ever had taken together. not fair. why does he just want to forget it ever happened? it's not as if he's incapable of moving on. from what he told me, he's already well on the way to forgetting about me. why make me miserable, and give me a massive headache like right now. I almost started crying in thye campus library. the only reason why I didn't is cause Ace is right over there, and I didn't want him to see me crying. especially in a public place.

life sucks

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

**hugs**

i love you alleah.
arent things working out rather well now?
and i know what you mean about papers... and staying in bed.. i have sat in bed numerous times and just slept all day coz i couldnt get out and face more classes

Laura said...

i know how you feel.
shane gave me back every picture he had of us.
it hurt.
a lot.