I Wish

I wish I was still a part of you
I wish I didn't say "What?" to every inside joke.
I wish I wasn't told I couldn't laugh, cause I wasn't there.
I wish I knew what your plans were.
I wish I was included in those plans.
I wish you hadn't changed.
I wish you didn't think the things about me you do.
I wish you would acknowledge my right to have other friends, too.
I wish you would stop making fun of me.
I wish you would stop making excuses, and tell me the truth.
I wish you still wanted me around.
I wish you supported my goals.
I wish you liked me more than people I barely know.
I wish it was still the truth to call you my best friend. I wish I knew what you were thinking when you read this.