Tuesday, August 31, 2004

bad vibes

they have been floating around EVERYWHERE infecting all with an odd sense of melancholy! Seriously, Mel noticed them at the p-tay last night, as did Barb, Brianna, and myself! Everyone is still unhappy, and/or on edge! Our party did NOTHING to alleviate that, as I had hoped...that makes me sad. :(

hmm, let's analyse the world:

Barb: has total reason to be melancholy. She is fighting with her best friend, and she has been forced to back off of (*) because of Laura who has dibs. However, she did have at least some fun last night. I have a strong feeling that she is not suicidal, nor is she an incredibly powerful girl witch with great talents at earth majik. Though I could be wrong...

Mel: also good reason. caught between two relationships, one that has died, and one that is struggling to live. Extraordinarily busy ALL the time, giving her reason to be pissy automatically. I strongly doubt bad vibes are coming from solely her, as she is very very good at setting her own personal feelings aside for things. Partly because she's a performer and the stage demands someone who can bottle their emotions. And partly because I don't think she likes to accept help from people; she is extremely independent. not the source of bad vibeage.

Brianna: slightly perterbed by current stalling and sputtering of the Aden-train. She DOES admittedly have the sheer force of personality necessary to be able to fill a party with bad vibes, however, I don't think she feels that strongly about it. She's disappointed, and sad, but not to that extent.

Laura: a little bugged cause of the (*) thing not going her way. and she also has bad self-esteem, and so she thinks that the (*) thing will never ever happen simply because it's her, and we all know that that is erroneous, but you know Gator. I do not think that she caused any extreme bad vibes, or even really contributed to them...she was too busy being determined to have fun last night.

The sky looks so pretty right now! There's this one big cloud above my house, and it is stained orange from the setting sun, and where the big cloud isn't, there's slate blue sky, and right above our house is a RAINBOW! how beautiful! and not only that, it is starting to rain! today is pretty but still very strange. The sky behind the house is like someone took sapphire blue, slate blue, and fiery orange, and just swiped them onto a canvas. It's absolutely gorgeous! It seems the weather is still reflecting everybody's moods...

I'm going to go download some mellow music.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Alleah, whats this about mel being stuck between two relationships. I am curious.

Brianna said...

woot, i have forceful personality. And no, bad vibes were NOT coming off of me, as I blended into the background ( for once) at this latest party. Dont ask me why, I just felt like it.