Friday, July 14, 2006

so is a punch in the face...

so...my title is something I said a little while agotnhat inspired events which led to the mood I'm in which led to me wanting to post.

I am very very unhappy. Also very drunk, so bear with me.

I feel like people don;t like me. Especially when I'm drunk. Sometimes I think it's because they';re just joking vause it's funny cause I'm such a cheap drunk./ Other times I think it's because they genuinely don't like me. That may be my paranoid side. Or it may be my uncommonly percfeptive side. Point is, most of the time, I can't decoide which side it really is. And being a cheap drunk, mosty of the time I can't/won't deal with it, as I am--(duh)--drunk.

I hate myself somewtimes. A whole lot.

And then there'd othertimes that I love myself a whole frickjin lot. I've felt bnoth extremes tonight. bah.

Mel's not in a good mood. I must investigate. Good bye.

6 comments:

-Charlie- said...

I love you Alleah, do not forget that. Hugs and kisses. Geoff.

Anonymous said...

you better not have gotten that thought at all concerning me alleah!!!!

Olives said...

Unlike Good Ol' Geoffery, I wont tell you that I love you, cause I don't think thats true. But I enjoy hanging out with you. And if your drunk it's even more fun.
Ta ta For now then Alleah

Ky said...

well you know that i love you aswell. it was so awesome to see you! it made my week! honeslty i was that happy to see you! i have much fun with you! we have to see eachother soon again!

VivaLaPinto said...

OH! Kylan!!! Are you ok? You didn't bleed to death on the operating table or anything? No? GOOD! Because I'm going to call you and ask if you want to come with me to get my tattoo this Saturday, and then go the fireworks! Ace is going to get us VIP seats, if you wanna!

Ky said...

i have plans already sweety! but please text me or something about when we can hang out!